Your Intended Audience

Most times, I post things without mentioning certain people specifically, and unless you are really close and updated about my life, most identities still remain a secret.  Sometimes I wonder if anyone really reads this blog and if I should really bother keeping some people anonymous.

The thought above came mainly because of a few recent posts that seem to be targeting someone, or perhaps a few different people, that seem to have disappointed the post owner. However, if the person chooses not to be direct with who they are referring to, just like how I have done here, then it is about time this person learns not to expect much of people.

It gets rather hilarious at the thought of the intended target of the post actually acknowledging it and is clueless too it actual intention. There will be no change or response from the target, and possibly only more anger or frustration from the one posting.

I only wonder when these people will learn that having lower expectations of everyone would be a better option than having post quotes which will never reach their intended target. 

Guess There Was More Food Over The Rainbow Bridge

The sad news came early in the morning that my sister and brother-in-law had to put their sweet goofy girl down as her internal injuries were too much for the rest of her body to handle.

She was a crazy little one that seems to get herself in trouble for her greediness, eating sticks and tearing her throat when she was a pup. Almost killing her then, but her greediness got her out of that one as she obviously had food on her mind more than any pain can stop her.

She stole loaves of garlic bread, slices of pizza, a box with the lava cake in it (yes, all food) and she definitely stole our hearts.

I think she's part python. Other than always willing to eat, she's always trying to keep warm, either snuggling next to you, or lying in your spot after you left the bed, or catching every bit of sun she can get (sometimes overheating).

Oh Shadow girl, what did you go eat this time?

Well I hope you're having a ball with the rest of the doggies, sunning your days away and eating everything you couldn't down here.

Happy Sunbathing "Big Paw"! R.I.P. :''(

I Will Use My Gut Feeling

I do not understand why some people seem more interested in other people's lives when they should focus on their own. Even more so when it seems like they are projecting their own desires onto what is predicted as my future.

As I told my cousin yesterday, reading tarot cards is partially about your own interpretation of the cards. No matter how the cards fall, or what the cards can mean, you can always twist the meaning to suit your desired answer.

Predictions aside, you first have to get your story straight. If you tell me about this "prediction" or "premonition" you have about me, you have to make sure that the story is consistent. So it was said that there is a person in my life who is in love with me for (1) quite some time, but he is not brave enough, and will never be brave enough, to tell me. This guy was also someone from (2) my school days. I (3) would not have noticed the guy since school and he was of (4) mixed race.

So it seems that perhaps they might have got their wires crossed when communicating some things about this person, because it ended up as 2 guys in the end. One of which will be the person I already know, and the other will be the one who is mixed race, whom I will meet in the future (I'm sure). So, in that case, person that I know SHOULD be from school, and whom I've never noticed before.

Later on, it was mentioned that the person I know is actually someone I met through work. He has only been in Singapore for the past 3 years, or maybe less. We have never been in school or a class together. From all the clues originally given to me, I am very sure that the first 3 points do not fit him. I think I should confirm point 4 just to make sure.

Anyway, up to now, I still have not understood one thing, and I think it is the most important point to fortune telling, tarot reading and all that, and that is I did not ask for my future or future love life to be foretold or read.

If it is a message to be passed to me in warning of some danger, of course I would appreciate it. However, when there was actually a warning given, the person involved was not mentioned for the fear of distrust. Then, if you look at the inconsistencies that has been presented, I would not really trust everything 100% either.

Seems like my gut feeling is a better option at the moment.

The Exhausted Social Introvert

Most people often ask if you're an introvert or extrovert, and there are some who know me as the introvert, but at work, most people think I'm an extrovert. It's only after reading this article that I realise that I'm actually right in the middle. 

I read this a while back and wanted to blog on this but just didn't find the time. It was only because of a few recent events that got me to the blog and clicking on the article again. After what has been happening recently, the article just helps figure out the reason why I probably feel like just hiding in a cave. 

Point #9 sums up what has probably been getting me down:"People that are involved in a lot of drama are completely out of your interest range. You don’t enjoy talking negatively about others and you’d rather avoid people who do."

Lately, there just has been too much drama and badmouthing from certain people. It all feels as though there is also some motive behind all this drama and negativity - to sway certain decisions, to try to gain opportunities for themselves. 

Point #1 and #4 adds to why I have been bored:"You can hold a conversation for the most part, but small talk doesn’t keep your brain engaged in the conversation.""small talk is not important to us. It makes us more uncomfortable, especially when the conversation goes nowhere"

The worst part of the drama is that it is unnecessary, not wanted and not understandable as well. My brain has gone to the point where it has decided to shut down whenever the drama starts and I think I just zone out while everything is playing out. 

Point #3 then explains exactly why I feel like hiding in a cave:"If you spend too much time around people you are dying to get back to the comfort of your own home."

Basically, I need my "me" time. That when I have a day to myself, I should get to decide how I want to spend it. So for the next few weeks, there will be a lot of rejections and I honestly would not care what or how people feel, as in the end, I have to save my own sanity first. 

Now to get a my old sim card activated.