Why I Blog?

Once again I head to bed and I'm stuck with this strange feeling that keeps me awake even when my eyes can't stay open any longer. I was strangely struck with the question; "Why do I blog out my problems?". More specifically, "Why do I blog out all my troubling thoughts when I can actually talk to someone about it?". I have actually wondered why is it that I can be able to let go of my frustrations through making a little story to post on the tangled web in cyberspace and something in my mind just popped.

After listening to quite a few people telling me about the problems in their lives, I somehow realise that I can't seem to let myself burden/bother someone else with my troubles. The problem is that I actually feel guilty about unloading on someone else. Even though I've managed to get comfortable enough to bitch about things with Amy, it's probably because we make fun of the whole situation, and laugh at the whole issue, that in the end that it doesn't feel as though I'm unloading shit off onto her.

I guess in the end, I'm still more of a listener and rather have my fingers do the talking.

So to the ones who know I need to let something out but just won't talk about it, don't think that I don't want to share my problems the way you might be able to, it's just that I don't want to deal with that guilty feeling after I do.

Oh, by the way, text messaging is another form I find useful. Hahaha!